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Jasmine Cheah
simple girl with busy life..
Saturday, July 17, 2010



Have been working and projects all over!
after work met up with angele then went back home and my mood is suddenly 360 turn!
mood down!
sunddenly just miss everything! my friends, my carefree life, my school life the days
actually recently i'm just not good with everything!
it just dont turn out well!
and just to think that i'm gonna bear with all this for 4 years!
how sad can it be?

everybody is just expecting me to be happy all the times!
i thought i fought well but i din
the feeling i just hate it!
smilling all the time so that i can forget everything ,
no use once i'm alone memories just came thru my head all in 1 shot!

hate it when i'm alone!
i guess i will need to find 1 day to really speak up!
i've never tried speak up! cause i'm scared. not even my best friends!
think when i really have the time!
talk thru the whole night wont even be enough for me.
if i were to complain everything!
guess all my friends would run away bar.

the phobia the feeling i just cant forget isn't it?
 if really someone know what i've been thru all this while!
i've tried my best to kept it well!
until that day. maybe i'll be left alone with no one.
friends are just there when i'm happy!
no one's see the real thing.
cause i din approach i'm scared that they are sick of me.
sometimes i just wanna stop and slow down for a few days to think back.
thinking to give up! but after all the past determination and hopes.
still gonna endure it's juat the beginning and i'm so tired!
how am i gonna fight for another 3 to 4 years?
the hard days i had much more then now. i have already gone thru
guess i got no choice but to bit my lips hard and walk on my own.
i was raised not to rely on ppl that the way of my past, now and future!
yeah that's the way it's gonna be with nobody's help.
it's gonna be my way and no one else!
please dont be too nice to me(=
i'm afraid to rely too much!