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Wednesday, July 28, 2010
CAMOMILE FLOWERS! BEAUTIFUL INSIDE OUT. Today work at taka bodyshop! during break went for a walk and bought some camomile tea leaves! it was damn expensive. but it was my way of luxury~ have been researching on this tea leaves! for days finally bought it, the benefits is more than you can imagine! yesterday i have learn something about sex trafficking it was horrible! can't believe this kind of thing really happens on earth! want to know more can ask me directly! arrr!!! tomorrow is my ROLEPLAY and i have not prepared well enough! arr what am i going to do ! really hope i can do it well, i wanna do well for my studies! Not gonna think about past any more gonna move on and enjoy my life to the fullest! that what i expect from myself from now on! that it won't expect anything more than that! Jiayou Jasmine!
Saturday, July 24, 2010
suppose to work at wisma in the end got kicked to taka to work. hmm went to taka not bad but tired! din have the chance to really rest went to toys fair then after that found out that taka also sell tea leaves which i have been research for days. really wanted to try CAMOMILE TEA if i have the chance . guess i'll have the chance is either now or later. hmm when i came back everythings seems quiter and slower as i thought. only working helps me forget everything! but it just sucks to have this kind of feeling i really hate it! i'll try i'm still trying have not give up! and i will not either i make it time or not, i'll still not give up! i just try my best to make it memorable. jasmine(=
Friday, July 23, 2010
CAMOMILE TEA! a few more mins i'm going off! to work jia you! today will be working at wisma hope is gonna be fiun! i wanna save a lot a lot of money! seems like this days everybody is having fun and laughter. thats good! keep on living and have fun. have been meeting back my old rangers! these days. hope we can last long ya! it was really fun and happy with you guys! no matter where i go shadows are everywhere? it could not be erased unless... yar so just dont care and keep on living my friends have moved forward so do i. i'm sure i'll meet you someday no matter where you are? i'll look forward and work hard to you, will you??? i hope so. jasmine loves
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
The lyrics so sad! Some times i just wonder if 1 day i really breakdown infront of my friends what expression they will have? will they walk away, or will they stay with me? having a tired life, maybe be for others when they are tired, they can quit all they want. but for me i cant quit i have to hang on and carry on this tiring life. just relying on my sadness isn't that enough? what could i actually expect more?
Saturday, July 17, 2010
Have been working and projects all over! after work met up with angele then went back home and my mood is suddenly 360 turn! mood down! sunddenly just miss everything! my friends, my carefree life, my school life the days actually recently i'm just not good with everything! it just dont turn out well! and just to think that i'm gonna bear with all this for 4 years! how sad can it be? everybody is just expecting me to be happy all the times! i thought i fought well but i din the feeling i just hate it! smilling all the time so that i can forget everything , no use once i'm alone memories just came thru my head all in 1 shot! hate it when i'm alone! i guess i will need to find 1 day to really speak up! i've never tried speak up! cause i'm scared. not even my best friends! think when i really have the time! talk thru the whole night wont even be enough for me. if i were to complain everything! guess all my friends would run away bar. the phobia the feeling i just cant forget isn't it? if really someone know what i've been thru all this while! i've tried my best to kept it well! until that day. maybe i'll be left alone with no one. friends are just there when i'm happy! no one's see the real thing. cause i din approach i'm scared that they are sick of me. sometimes i just wanna stop and slow down for a few days to think back. thinking to give up! but after all the past determination and hopes. still gonna endure it's juat the beginning and i'm so tired! how am i gonna fight for another 3 to 4 years? the hard days i had much more then now. i have already gone thru guess i got no choice but to bit my lips hard and walk on my own. i was raised not to rely on ppl that the way of my past, now and future! yeah that's the way it's gonna be with nobody's help. it's gonna be my way and no one else! please dont be too nice to me(= i'm afraid to rely too much!
Friday, July 02, 2010
hiie people! many things are going on this days! just ended my work at toys fair but my work at body shop is still on hmm... had a memorable chalet with Teo Jia *SCREAM* woots!!! it was damn fun hope we have a chalet again again i want i want!! hahas(= have already upload pictures of chalet at facebook so kinda of lazy to upload here. erm erm later working at 2 to closing *BIG SIGH* at plaza sin! previously i had tired working at Raffles and Paragon peeps there are not bad friendly enough hahas.. and funny made lots of friends! and even working with so fully packed schedule i still can shop for my shirts, wallets and sunglasses! i'm really very talented in shopping laughs!!! *CLAP HANDS* hahas and yes within a day i bought a top , wallet and sunglasses! woots! And yeah finally!!! ECLIPS came out on 1st of July !!! sad sad i cant watch cause of my working schedule hope i can take leave on either the 4th or the 5th of July!!! i really wanna watch PLEASE!!!! yeah people thats it see ya next time k! loves Jasmine |