1 FEB 2010
erm ever since my first day of work i've been feeling sick
and my back ache like nobody business
yesterday slept at 3 plus then woke up this morning by 9 plus was super tired and super last min my mum ask me to accompany my grandfather to hospital.
My grandfather is like super sad and pek chek.
he's gonna continue drink milk thru the tube for another 1/2 a year to maybe 1 year and i'm very angry cause that time the doctor told my grandfather that he can eat renioun dinner. he gave my grandfather hope. and my grandfather was hoping to eat with us before chinese new year and then after today check up the doctor say maybe for the next 1 year he cannot eat anything but only can drink milk.
if you can't do it dont give him hope and now my grandfather is currently super dissapointed.
i really felt sad that i almost cry when i see him.
can see that his suffering .. and with the tube on his nose where ever he goes ppl will look at him.
and he cant even find a job.
he told me this afternoon that he feels like a burden to us.
i was like super sad when he told me he's like a person who can't do anything.
after all that check up i send him home..
then back home painted my wall look nice at night went pasamalam with mei mei.
and went home..
hope he could recover soon...
tomorrow working 6 to 10pm..
jasmine is sad, sick, tired and dissapointed.